WOO HOO, I GOT TO SKIP #2
I got a call from PL last night to come in for yet another interview. I had to go to another city and meet with the district manager. Which meant I got to skip one interview. She was a really nice woman, seemed to be about my age. I think it went well. We must have just chit-chatted for at least twenty minutes after the interview was over about how we ended up in California, husbands and their jobs, kids. And pretty much her life story lol. So now I sit back and wait for the manager to call me back and let me know if I have a job. They still had a half dozen other people to interview.
I did a really bad thing just before the interview. I bought a pack of cigarettes and had one. Bang head on keyboard. But it was soooooo good lol. I had another on the way home. It was just too tempting while I was stuck in bumper to bumper traffic for an hour! They are in my purse (which I will hide when there are no children in the room) nice and safe. Funny thing is I really don’t feel the need to have another, yet.
I may be playing Russian rulet (sp?spell check won’t pick it up and I to lazy to try) with myself but, I think I feel better(and less bitchy) knowing that if I really want one I can have one. Before I started smoking this last time I didn’t smoke as much. I would have one or two in the morning, or when I was talking on the phone. Or if I was having coffee (or wine) with a certain someone on their deck. But no where as close to a pack, pack and a half that I got up to this time. Oh sure if I went out for drinks with the girls I could come close to that in an evening for sure. I have always smoked lot when I have a few drinks.
I know I can’t smoke in the house at all, or Angus will smell it for sure! I fabreezed the crap out of the car when I got home. Other than writing it here, I think I am keeping this to myself for now. Unless he asks me out right, cause I can’t lie with out it written all over my face. So why try! He still gets the urge to have one, and almost asked someone at work for one. But he was able to get past it. If he knows I have cigarettes I think he will be to tempted to go back. And I don’t want to be responsible for that. He HAS to quit. So this can be out little secret for now, shhhhhh ok?
Posted on 12/03/04 at 11:51 PM