WELL I'M STUCK

Dec 11

Stranded and stuck. Angus took the car to work today. And he’s working until 9PM! I hate this feeling of not being able to go anywhere. Well, if I really had to I could take his van. But the chance of running out of gas before I got anywhere is about 95%.

So I guess I will just decorate like I told the kids I would. I hate decorating when they are home. I like things were I like them, and they always want to “help”. They can decorate the tree, the rest is mine! Not sure how much I will decorate. Still not in that Christmas spirit mood. Maybe some music while I go through all the boxes will help. But I don’t know if that will do it. I caught the last ten minutes of The Little Drummer Boy on the other night and there was a flicker of it. And if that doesn’t do it for me nothing will. I have watched that every year since I was three years old, except one as far as I know. I would have named my son Erin if the ex would have let me lol.

The fact that Angus and I had a little tiff last night, and he didn’t kiss me goodbye this morning isn’t helping the mood. He was talking to me this morning like nothing was wrong (I was the one that yelled at him for something he did) just no kiss goodbye. No, call you later, or call me later. Which he always does, especially when he works the long shift. Pfffft on him! Gotta shake this mood for the kiddo’s.

TTFN

bumblebee  Posted on 12/11/04 at 12:56 PM