Touch of Cold Feet
I think that is what I have had in the past several days! As I was writing a email to a friend it hit me, it will all be real! Really all be happening, in my life, if I write it down. I had a friend and E just recently tell me I needed to take a good look at reality, I was quite offended let me tell you. As I have always thought of myself as always having a great big grip on it, even in my sleep.
Before I moved 3,000 miles away from all family and friends, I was the one everyone came to to, vent, cry, and help solve their problems. And I think I was pretty damn good at it too! Then I ran away, 3,000 miles. I always took the bumps in my life head on and just dealt with it, shoved it into some corner of my mind, and moved on until the next one came along. I think I have used up all the corners.
Posted on 06/30/04 at 11:07 AM