THE MAN IN THE COURTYARD.
I am not even sure where to begin here. Today started out very nicely. I was woken up at the wee hours (one hour later than usual) as expected for the, you know, which was good. We had our coffee, got the kids off to school, then had our champagne.Ok I have to be honest here, a few minutes ago I was sobbing silently and a wreck and knew just what I wanted to write, now I sit here trying to put it into words and can’t.
I guess I could start with the tittle. Have you ever seen the commercial with the man that screams “ I LOVE THIS WOMAN, I LOVE THIS WOMAN” and then gives her a anniversary ring? Well, thats how I feel about this man. I could do that every day. That is just how I feel about him, and it kind of sucks. Sometimes I think it was easier to live with a man I was suppose to love because I married him and had three children with than a man I am deeply in love with. And as my life goes, I don’t have time to finish my thoughts, I have children to pick up from school, home work to help with, and dinner to make. Don’t you wish you were me? Guess I have more corners in my head than I thought.
TTFN
Posted on 10/26/04 at 03:05 PM