RESTED BUT, NOT REFRESHED
I crashed and burned at about midnight, finally. Woke up at six and felt like I just put my head on the pillow. Fell back asleep until seven got up made coffee and fell back asleep until eight. Had some coffee and called the kids. They are having a blast. Thank gawd. Aidan was so excited when I talked to him last night. He caught his first fish! And I missed it. I miss them something terrible. It has been years since I have been away from them for more than a day, other than them sleeping over at my brothers a few weeks ago. And that was for fun, and its different. The last time was when Angus was in the hospital for congestive heart failure 17 months ago. But they are having fun so that is good. They are full of questions and are worried that something is wrong. I am trying my best to reassure them that he is ok. Which is hard to do when I am scared as heck.
I talked to Angus this morning and the nurse said something about him staying over again tonight. Just ducky. They want to do a couple more test today. He has to be off of the plavics that he was on before they can do anything on him. Which brings us to Saturday. They are not going to do anything on the weekend. What doctor in his right mind would volunteer for that? So we are probably looking at next week. I have no idea if they will keep him there. One of the doctors said that it will probably be next week sometime and he will probably go home in between. So why the heck are they going to make him stay there tonight? This is so frustrating let me tell you. This was suppose to be simple. Get the cardiac Cath done,maybe have a stint put in if needed, go home, schedule for them to go in and take care of his neck and leg to be taken care of. That is how it was suppose to go. But noooooooooo, nothing in our freaking life can go accordingly. And to top it off they haven’t even said how many bypasses they might need to do. Or if they have a clue how many. He had seven the last time.
I am going to wait until noon time and call Angus back at the hospital. Hopefully we will know something more. Neither of us see the need for me to drive in to Boston if they are just going to do a couple of test and nothing else. Just to have to drive home and go back tomorrow to take him home for the weekend. We are hoping they will do the rest of the test and then schedule him for next week and let him come home. I guess we will see. More when I know something.
TTFN
Posted on 07/13/05 at 09:41 AM