LIFE SUCKS THEN YOU JUST WANT TO..
Yup, die. I am suppose to be out on a “Girls Night Out” right now. With friends from high school that I haven’t seen in years and years. But I’m not. I’m not because, I took pity on angus on his only day off. Sophia has been sick for days, Zoe is on her way(maybe me) and I didn’t want to burden him with it all, so I bailed. Sorry I did that now. We had an argument, over freaking pizza. Don’t ask, I don’t think I could explain. Sophia tapped him on his back (ever sooo gently, that he really didn’t notice) with a plastic coat hanger, in my defense. He just doesn’t understand that when we have a stupid argument, and he says stupid things, that they don’t get to hear the “I am sorry”. He doesn’t think that they need to, it wasn’t them he was arguing with. Hummm. But, sometimes what he says, I don’t think I should forgive. No matter how many “I am sorry, I love you” I get. But life goes on. And I am who I am. And I am back to NE. And, and, habits. How you are brought up. Old habits never really die, they just repeat themselves, in different ways I guess.
TTFN
PS. Sorry for the misspelled words, spellbound is not working, for some freaking reason. Even after many hours of searching for the dang thing!
Posted on 03/04/05 at 10:48 PM